i spent a lot of time on my back with my legs spread for the guy that took my virginity , he was 30 years older then me , somedays i wish it never happened , don't get me wrong , i loved the way it felt when he would let go in side me , but i still like women , i wish i could have both on a regular thing , I'm starting a relationship with a girl right now and not sure if i should because i still crave spreading my legs for another man , confused here 😢